Who do I have to be?
I have to be a working man clocking in and out living from paycheck to paycheck
I have to be that man that wakes up early in the morning to trade my time for money
I have to be that man that puts destiny and purpose aside for bread and money.
I am so conflicted within my soul with who I have to be and who I am supposed to be!
I fight with my inner me screaming to stop being who I have to be and rest in who I am
But… For some reason I can’t, I just can’t stop who I have to be there is too much at stake and my love for her is greater than this fight in me
I love my family so much every day that is why I have to be who I have to be.
Who am I suppose to be?
I am a man who is supposed to be full of colour, ideas and concepts
that transforms the world and betters the lives of those people who are in the world
I am supposed to be buying homes for the homeless, being a light to the needy and healing those are sick
I am supposed to be this great fashion designer who has an impact in the realm of politics
I am supposed to be writing books and encouraging millions of souls to come to the one Christ who has loved them first.
I am supposed to be spending time with my family and my kids everyday day.
I am supposed to be a father who raises his children in the truth and not leaving them in the hands of this fallen system which teaches good and evil
I want to spend every single moment with my wife Jasmine Valentine whom I love, making her feel special and cherished
This is who I am supposed to be, this is who I want to become, this is the me who is fighting the person who I have to be
Who I am
I am a man who wants to do good everywhere he goes
I am a man who loves my wife and our kids who will do anything for them to live the life they deserve which is a life of laughter, peace and joy.
I am a man who wants to see the blind see, the deaf hear and the lame walk.
I am a man who wants to see Christ in all his beauty and splendour every day.
I am the man who has decided I will become who I am supposed to be thus breaking out of who I have to be
Why? Because this is not only about me but my family also being who they are supposed to be